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De Vuelta

Leo un corréo electrónico. Me lo envía un ex compañero de trabajo. De cuando inútilmente me daba de con las paredes intentando mejorar al país. De cuando recibía porrazos, bien merecidos, de aquellos que habían venido antes de mi. De aquellos que sabían que esto no lo mejora nadie.

Me acordé. Porque había empezado yo a escribir el blog. Para el desahogo personal. Para aflojar la creatividad usando la escritura. Para hablar de lo único de lo cual creí que estaba cualificado para hablar. De mi.

Pero...

El desahogo...

El desahogo fue la razón principal.

...

...

Es tiempo de volver...

Twenty-five Twittericans To Talk To Through Twitter

Twitter is a tool to... OK, I'll stop it now...

Twitter, at it's heart, is a micro blogging tool. However, in my opinion it isn't as much a tool to talk about yourself, as it is a tool to read about others.

Because when twitter really, REALLY becomes interesting is when you get a community whom you can identify and whom also identifies with you.

This, however, posits an interesting conundrum. Who should I read on twitter then? For me it's mostly other Puerto Ricans who are on twitter who are also engaging in witty banter, idle chitchat, or helpful advice.

Here's a list of twenty-five twittericans you won't be wrong to follow:

@anamrosado
@ancient_buho
@attenea
@dianadhevi
@edythemighty
@gabopagan
@jmonterrey
@Joenid
@joeprog
@jorgebauer
@katsushiro
@lherrero
@lucymfel
@miguelrios
@mutantreptile
@petevalle
@punkylady
@rafamejia
@rafitorres
@ramcosca
@rmediavilla
@theblogmachine
@zensolo
@zerito
@zerock

So which one of those is me? Well, I'm not on that list. But don't worry I'm not that difficult to find! See you on twitter!

7 Things You Didn't Want To Know About Me

So, um, fellow boriblogger Rafi Torres tagged me in his 7 Things You May Not Know About Me meme post. I really dislike "forced" memes and never participate in stuff like this. I will comply because... well, because Rafi has made me laugh too much on Twitter, because I'm trying to be a good citizen of the twitter/boriblogger community and because I told myself to do things differently this year. I will however not tag anyone else because I like to see grown memes die. Yes, I am insensitive and charming! ;-)

Here goes nothing:

  1. Perhaps because of my upbringing I have lived a rather sterile life. I've never gotten drunk into unconsciousness, never smoked a cigarette. I have never been imprisoned and I rode a police car once because my cousin, a policeman, was driving it. I've only been out of Puerto Rico once. I've never done no drugs. I've never been disloyal to my wife or paid for a prostitute. All this "correctness" sometimes grates on me.
  2. I remember the last time I confessed to a priest. It was the day before my wedding. I told the priest in no uncertain terms that I did not believe in god. The priest absolved me, but gave me no penitence. Perhaps he knew it would have been moot.
  3. For those of you who've only known me on Twitter: I am not bold and funny. In real life I am shy, serious, and downright boring. However, if I get to know you and trust you then maybe maybe I'll be different...
  4. Also for the people on twitter: I do not believe any of the good things I say about myself. I don't think I'm smart or intelligent, confident or capable, not even humble and certainly not brave.
  5. I always buy the cheapest clothes possible. I know that clothes make the man. But I have no idea how to make myself look better, so I don't even try.
  6. I am a somewhat well controlled (digital) packrat. I have thousands of comic books. Hundreds of books. Almost every mainstream video game console made and all the video games I have ever bought. I have hundreds of thousands of Japanese AV and gravure idol pictures. I have gigs of digitized video, pictures, books, music, games and whathaveyou... Just. Like. All. Of. You!
  7. I used to go fishing with my dad at Isla de Cabras... For all the whinnying I do about my father I have to say we did spend some good times together. I remember always falling asleep on the way home while listening to Quique y Tomás... And that's all I gots to say about that...

And there you have it. Seven things that, perhaps, you didn't know about me. Seven true things. And for being true they are absolutely boring and uninteresting, the same as my life. That's why I tend to "enhance" the truth when I write on my blog... To try and make it interesting.

Now excuse me while I go get high, steal a cop car, fuck some whores and knock off some gas stations!

the information soldier is the filthy by-product of clean living...

404's Backstory

I remember the first time I opened my eyes...

... After two-thousand years.

I saw that silly old woman. That silly old woman and her cat. I had laid dormant for...

... Years?

... Decades?

... Centuries?

Her husband had hidden me in the granary, away from prying eyes. Or perhaps, I had always been there and they just built the granary around me. Found there, or put there, it made no matter. The silly old woman's husband was dead now. Old age and a life of hardship took him in. She said that in his last hours she had wanted her to sell me. So that she did not have to take over the farmer's duties. Ensure a comfortable life for her own last days.

But she didn't. She couldn't. Her husband had loved me too much, she said. He believed I had warned off evil all of these years. "How could I?", she recalled, "He talked as much to you as he did to me."

"You were the child I couldn't give him. That spark of hope I could not myself produce.", she said wistfully.

And so, instead of selling me. She sought to revive me. How she did it? She wouldn't say. She only said that, "The price of your resurrection, was your memories."

Indeed, my memories of war where now gone. Like a hazy dream I could only remember bits and pieces of the many marches into war, the retreats, the failures. All the victories, all the enemies slain, all the battles fought? Forgotten!

She told me, "There will be no more wars for you." She smiled as she said, "You will learn to love the soil; just like my husband."

The silly old woman was right.

I took up the chores of the farm. I learned to love the farm, the land, the peace.

And nine years later, she was no more. How long did I stood next to her dead body? If it hadn't been for the cat I would standing beside her still. The cat went about it's life as if not much had happened. And I did the same.

I would be there criss-crossing the land to plant all sorts of things, too many to name. But then, two things happened that changed my entire being. Two things happened the same day...

I found my old sword.

And then the kitten was dead.

I couldn't stay and watch the land die around me, too.

That silly old woman was wrong.

I went out... looking for a war!

Melody

Melody

It's been in the back of my mind for... two decades...

As movies go, it had the same impact on me as Star Wars did. But while Star Wars had me dreaming about the future; this movie... well... It had me dreamin' about love. The movie is about two kids fall in love and decide to get married and be happy. But when they tell their parents they are told it's not possible. While at the school the teachers dissuade them and the classmates mock them.

But there was a problem. As the old nighttime movie shows began disappearing and the old movies began to be replaced by newer and newer "blockbuster" films, so too I forgot more and more about the film. Although I didn't forget it completely, it sort of became a mystery movie. An unknown. Unattainable.

Or so I thought. The Internet Provides Everything© and finding out the title of the movie, and even the movie itself was one good suggestion and a couple of clicks away.

It was gabopagan who suggested a similar movie on IMDB. It wasn't the one he mentioned. But I decided try to and ask on the IMDB forums. Practically no time later, I got a solid description of a movie that was similar to what I remembered. With a title, it got ridiculously easy to find and even watch the movie online.

It's on Google Video here: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3578692700171397566

It was real magic, seeing the movie again. It's too bad the movie is not available on DVD in North America. The reason? Copyright, lawyers and greed. Obviously, the copyright holders are oblivious to the anarchist undertones in this children's movie for adults. Or the fact that it is available on the Internet...

The information soldier fights for love...

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009

2008

So, it's goodbye 2008. Hello 2009.

You know there is no actual difference between one year and another. Time knows not such boundaries. It is only our small brain that needs delimitation. Tricks that let us cope.

Looking back at the last post I made in 2007 I could foresee how 2008 would turn up. And 2008 was a great year for me. I almost feel ashamed for saying that. What with most people, my country, the U.S.A and the rest of the world seem to be slip-sliding into hard, very hard, times.

Last year I got back on my feet in terms of health and finances. I had no big health problems and took better care of myself. The money poured in and I started pampering myself. I practically spoiled myself rotten! I bought a new car, a new computer. I even gave in to the big corporate machines and bought an iPhone, and an XBox!

2008 was so good I even... (dare I say it?) made some friends!

m.p.: My XBox Live Gamertag is afreytes add me NAO!

The year wasn't without trouble. Though it's the sort that I tend not to discuss too much on the blog. Suffice it to say, that I started to do things in a different way. I took the path less traveled by; though where that may lead me I still don't know yet. (Yes, I know it sounds gay but I'm not that desperate yet! Hahahaha!)

2009 on the other hand...

2009 is a big, BIG, question mark. I'm not confident enough to predict what's going to happen this year.

What I do know is that I want to take even better care of my health. For that I need to lose a few pounds. And to do that I need to start exercising. Yup, I've just set myself up for failure.

Another thing I really, really, want to do is travel. There's half a hackneyed plan to go to PAX2009 so I might just do that. If that doesn't fall through then it's Canada. I really need to get off this island and see someplace different. I will either not want to come back ever again, or start to really appreciate what I've grown up with.

Third thing, I need to dilucidate about my work conditions. I'm a consultant for a an insurance company and I may be offered a regular job position sometime this year. However, with the current economic conditions, the job offer may not be as sweet as I would hope for. If I refuse the offer I may be asked to leave for good (I know it doesn't make sense, but that's the way things happen where I work). If that happens I'm pretty sure I will have to start looking overseas for a job that pays as good as the one I currently have.

Well, there is one thing I'm pretty sure of.

2009 will be a very interesting year...

the information soldier comes back in 2009!

What The FUCK Am I Doing Here?

Ah! I'm gonna point you really fast at the culprit of why I am writing on this here blog again. This is the url address of Katsushiro:

www.techgnosisweb.com

I will add him to the blogroll proper later. Oh! Hey, welcome! This is stream of conciousness writing as you probably can tell. I will try to write another post that is not so annoying to read, but hey here we go.

So what the fuck happened to the blog (as if you care! *rolls eyes*) well, basically twitter happened. twitter with it's sexy dead simple itsy bitsy teeny weeny bit of fully functional functionality. twitter has become an outlet like the blog never was. But hey, being one of the older and better known bloggers in Puerto Rico (yeah right *eye rolls* ... *eye rolls HARD*) I need to keep the blog alive or else I will sometime in 2010 feel some unfathomable guilt I will not be able to cope with and drown my 23rd beer of the night before heading out to a fatal car crash that finally ends my miserable life. Oh! What? You wanted chipper? Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and GTFO!

If for some motherfuckin' reason you can't live with whatever mi mind is thinking that could remotely be said in the dark confines of some insane's asylum you need to go here:

twitter.com/afreytes

I'm already really tired of writing so much though I could keep on for hours if pressed for it. 140 characters has become my way of life and of thinking. Do you remember a movie, must be that trash Fast & The Furious where know that I think about it Vin Diesel says "I live life one quarter mile at a time." (wee, no fact-cheking! I could be wrong) except he didn't? Well now I blog at the fast rate of 140 characters at a time on twitter. Yeah... umm... fuck... enough about twitter... on to the real reason you're here: ME!

Let's wrap this up with a Q&A section!

Did I get that raise? Yes!
Did I get a permanent position? No. Not looking forward to it now. Perhaps I should explain later.
Am I happy? That is a tough one. But I can tell you this: I have absolutely no reason not to.
What song is playing now on the MP3 player? Can It Be by Murs. (PROTIP: It has somewhat something to do with me writing here again)
Did I give in and buy an iPhone? Yes!
Do I feel old? Very old. I even did the middle-aged-and-in-crisis thing of buying a sports car...

And so... What the fuck am I doing here?

I shall answer what I answered my wife when she found out about the apartment I rented way before I told her I wanted to leave this house:

"I don't know what I'm doing..."

The information soldier is back! (Well, maybe.)
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